Anatomy of Emptiness

It is not easy to create emptiness.

What should you tip it into? A deserted square,

Possibly by moonlight? Time is the perspective

Rendering its depth where melancholy toys with metaphysics

In some abstracted kind of way. Emptiness

Recalls all the lost entirety which can just be

Filled with things, things raining down on one,

In Leonardo’s case. In Durer’s, plethora of aids

Helping the muse to ponder as to what the end may be

To pondering that emptiness within. A road which simply

Ends at a river’s bank. Here one waits, immobile,

For the non-existent ferry, which, being out of the frame

Cannot be said to exist. When we saw the deer,

Having got lost enough to do so, did I not also hear her

Who I scattered there? Long indeed have I lain dead

In such an earth as can rightly be said to perish

That a new earth may rise from the depths, were its waters

Not simply bottomless. By cold rains have I been beaten,

And by many dews made wet. Snow has covered me

In its drifts, and yet I am not emptied of regret.

Emptiness waits for the ferry, here by a river to be crossed:

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A Review of “Near Calvary” by Nicholas Lafitte

As a further tribute to John Welch – who published this seminal collection by Nick Lafitte:

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Nicholas Lafitte
Near Calvary – Selected Poems 1959 – 1970, The Many Press ISBN 0 907326 20 X

No Macro Lover

Nicholas Lafitte committed suicide at 27 after a long battle with schizophrenia. Arguably this highly gifted poet threw away, along with his life, a greater literary legacy. It’s probably best however to refrain from such speculations and resist the temptation to billet Lafitte with the likes of Douglas, Keyes et al. Anyhow, he did live and write for at least three years longer.

Lafitte is more of an obsessional than confessional poet; more a Plath than a Lowell, with the odd lyrical smatter of Lorca. His poetry swings between polarities of stark intellectualism and morbid religiosity reminiscent of the ‘mania’ of Christopher Smart (the title ‘The Madman Compares God To A Great Light’ says it all). It would be shallow to put this down to schizophrenia; there’s evidence of deep ontological concerns which are perfectly rational, if a little obsessive.

Lafitte’s style can be stream-of-consciousness:

It is the leopard-coloured sand
You see, supine beneath these, ultimate
Fins of the sea-scales I lie
On the sea’s edge, a heavy sand to be squeezed
As who would squeeze a flannel with my one
Eye against the sun I see the sheer
Rock face soars up unperspective-
Wise to where trees shatter the sky

(‘This, Is The Sea’).

It can be casual and direct like the Roman love poets:

Love is not loving or being good or kind,
is rather a sort of shared disturbance
in the emptiness, ripple in a pool of
bleakness. To say I love you as you once said
to me does not demand a gesture like, say,
a valentine or kiss. Love is.

It can be supremely descriptive: ‘the damson twilight, half creamed clouds/Of smoke hung like laundered sheets from the beamed/Roof tree’ (‘Evening Over Malta’); ‘the trees scorched ochre, chrome yellow’ (‘And the blue grass taut and dry’). It can be succinct and evocative: ‘men,/with freckled hands sip beer in silence’ (‘To A Sicillian Prostitute’).

Typically of many mentally afflicted poets, Lafitte invests a neurotic animism in the anxiety-free natural world: ‘The old wasp/Sun stings the window pane’ (‘To A Sicillian Prostitute’); ‘the January sun/Must always dwarf the summer, see/How it stretches skies across the city’s black!’ (‘Poem For Robert’); where the evening is a yellow glass,/And battered crows comment scornfully’ (‘Seven Last Words’); ‘The pathology of autumn synchronises/ Breakdowns with the falling of the leaves./A neurotic sun travels round the sky’s rim’ (‘In The Clinic’); ‘Climate is mortality’ (‘Calvin’s God’).

Some phrases of Lafitte’s read like sections of Van Gogh’s paintings: ‘knives of rain’; or Max Beckmann’s: ‘oiled existence skins’.

‘In The Clinic’ is the accessible mental illness piece which had to be written, but still surprises metaphorically: ‘November is/The staff nurse with the clinical smile’. It includes the motif of the head as a helmet which crops up sporadically throughout the collection: ‘Schizophrenia’s/Worse, that’s when you wear a balaclava/Helmet in the summer’.

Lafitte’s introspection is limitless: ‘I am no macro-lover,/nor even very nice’ (‘If There’s God Above The Blood-Bathed Heavens’). It verges on the solipsistic: ‘I AM MY WORLD’ (‘Homage To Wallace Stevens’).

Lafitte is gripped in a morbid theology, a faithless faith blighted by a questioning intellect:

There is no final metaphor. Only this,
Inevitable, fidget with the images.
Canterbury carried by anthropomorphic
Frenzy demands male ministers.

At the end of this piece Lafitte, as if exhausted with trying to sum up the ‘sensed otherness’ of spirituality, sighs a final metaphor: ‘men fumbling with matches in the night’ (‘Thoughts At Night’).

Some parts of this collection read like a philosophical self-help pamphlet getting in a bit of a tangle. Lafitte is a soldier of doubt who comes through the smoke of the battlefield in spite of himself, in spite of his final act. His mastery of poetic styles is breathtaking as is his descriptive inventiveness. He is only let down by occasional over-theologizing.

So is Lafitte’s philosophical epitaph to be: ‘My god has gone; we are all/alone now, each in our desperate bed’ (‘Letter from Mwanza’)? Powerfully typical of this poet’s gifted pessimism, but I prefer: ‘Yet shall/My love endure the summer of my strength’ (‘Seven Last Words’).

Originally published as ‘No Macro Lover’ in Poetry Express 19 © 2004

See also Two Unforgettable Poets

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John Welch 1942-2025

I remember him reading his elusive poems under a gnarled sycamore at the far end of a field on my mother’s Hampshire farm – Purdies Farm – that lovely summer when we held an arts festival there in the mid-seventies I guess. The horses cropping grass as they listened nearby. Amikam Toren did a ballet for cars. Susan Hiller and Susan Bonvin squabbled over encroachment of Susan Bonvin’s string piece into Susan Hiller’s dream field. The fledgling Theatre of Mistakes did a free session among the horses. David Coxhead philosophised under the corrugated awning attached to the barn as the sun set over the wooded heath. John was very much part of this mixed group of artists, which included Anthony McCall and Andrew Eden – all editors of Wallpaper magazine, which we found wallpaper covers for, from the ends of rolls, and it wasn’t a magazine with articles, it was a magazine with art-works and poems and musical scores and concepts, and each editor had a slot (there were twelve editors and John was one) – and other contributors could only get into the magazine if an editor gave up a slot to that contributor. We were all committed to a somewhat French notion of a café society, where visual artists exchanged ideas with poets and composers and this was in reaction to the over-rigorous demarcations of London culture, where poetry was remorselessly meaningful and poets like John and myself and Tom Lowenstein and Alan Fuchs all reacted to this, and joined forces with the French group Siècle a mains – writers living in exile from Paris in London at the time and championed by Anthony Rudolf. We had set up a writer’s workshop which took place in my wife Signe’s Hampstead flat where we were ruthless about our own poems and we talked enthusiastically about the New York Scene and John Ashbery and Clark Coolidge and Jimmy Schuyler. And this was because we wanted to engage with abstraction, as we saw the visual arts were doing, and at the time I took up a way of writing which was extremely abstract and systemic while John’s writing mediated between abstraction and meaning in a way which I was sometimes dismissive of back then; but John’s ineffable hovering has definitely stood the test of time, whereas I have moved on or away from my purist abstract outlook. So it was that we became writers. John went on to found Vanessa magazine, and also he started the Many Press. I feel that Winter’s Not Gone – the pamphlet of mine that he published – with design and wonderful cover illustration by Peter Tingey is the most handsome of any chap-book that has been done of my poetry. Most memorably, John also published Near Calvary by the immensely gifted poet Nick Lafitte, who committed suicide in his twenties, a collection I edited and wrote an introduction for. John has written poetry which will last, and I will also always appreciate his fine work as an editor and a publisher.

HIS BOOKS

When the poet died

What happened to his collection of books?

There were four or five shelves of poetry.

The dealer who came took only a few

The collectable ones with signatures, greetings.

Now the poet’s widow is baffled.

She surveys them spread out all over the floor.

‘I don’t want the shelves

Completely bare’ she had said

‘But look, there are far too many’.

I imagine the poet’s final moments. He’s thinking

‘Why is there suddenly all this space inside me?’

As he finds himself slipping away

Sideways then up, high into the air.

Perhaps he looked back down

And saw the books still safe in their shelves

And then they were trying to rise up

On only one wing, to join him

But being held back by the substance of paper

Here they are now, all over the floor

In their awkward, toppling piles.

John Welch

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Metaphysical Photography

METAPHYSICAL ITALY

Beautiful photographs by George Tatge.

George Tatge

b.1951

Italian-American photographer George Tatge studied English Literature at Beloit College, Wisconsin. Tatge moved to Italy in 1973 and began working as a freelance photographer and writer. He served as Director of Photography at the Alinari Archives between 1986 and 2003. Tatge was awarded the Premio Friuli Venezia Giulia Photography Prize in 2010. His work is represented in major public collections, including the Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York, and the Centre Canadien d’Architecture, Montreal.

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Snap

I was a war widow’s only child.

Her mother was a frightful tease.

She would say anything to get a rise

Out of my mother or me.

A war widow herself,

She lived with her house-keeper

As my mother did with hers.

Bickering was common enough.

The rule was, we quarrelled and forgot.

Sometimes I forget that others

May not forget the hurt

As easily as we forgot our spats.

So if I have hurt any one of you in the past,

Please do not nurture it.

I’ve forgotten who I snapped at last.

Forgive me. I have always been a bitch.

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Dinghy

Dinghy
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Clemency at White Lodge

THE SUMMER-HOUSE BURIED BY SNOW

There were girls asleep on the beds, upstairs and down.

I was living in the dreams of Paul Delvaux.

When they woke up, it was slowly, slowly, and then

One hit another on the head for wanting to throw

A party.  “I’m the one who does that,” she said.

When I went to Chinatown with Clemency

It was like going down the escalator next to a Botticelli.

That pallor – the girl was a manner of being,

Didn’t eat meat though, suffered from migraine,

Unlike the one like the wild honey on Capri

Who drove a Cortina and took me to dinner.

Later she lay on her stomach, a pillow beneath her,

While out on the court, a girl with the loveliest legs

(Clad in my turquoise running shorts)

Tossed up the ball to serve an ace.

Girls wrapped in towels, glimpsed on stairs,

Humming beneath their thick white turbans,

Girls in gym-slips, wedded to trapezes,

And tall African girls loping down corridors,

The flashing of their soles persisting

After their bodies have merged with the shadows.

Crinolines rustle and skirts with many sashes

Bob together in private like whispering bells,

Fans with ivory spines bicker in parlours,

But still the one in the boots tramps on down freezing streets.

She needs no applause.  It doesn’t matter to her

What people think, and she is quite indifferent to the fact

That she smells of gardens, nuts in May, the creaminess of spring.

LOSSES

That crystal goblet – it had stood on my mother’s bedroom

Chest-of-drawers for ever, as Brigid had, her wooden cow

Kept since she was a child, head chewed by a dog though,

Body daubed with big red spots; gone, as have the Arnesby Browns:

The small one of the windmill, last seen in a storm across a field

Of corn, the larger one of cows in a sun-fumed pasture.

Gone, gone, as have the zoological volumes, ages old,

Illustrated with wood-cuts, the Senna kilim taken from my

Flat in Islington, the cricket bat with autographs of Hobbs and

The rest of the team, given me by Uncle Paul, who must

Have gone up and asked for them at the end of some long

Afternoon at Lords. Gone, along with his father’s Sandhurst

Sword of honour. Stolen, lost, or simply forgotten.

Absences that lose me sleep, as does that magnificent oak

Felled by some farmer who begrudged the shade it cast on his crop.

Not the death of my father, since that is simply an idea:

He had been killed before I was born, so never someone

Missed the way I missed my intellectual cousin Jean,

Found collapsed on the floor of her flat, and Clemency

Who stole my heart without intending it. She phoned me up

Years later, after I was married, then committed suicide,

As Nick did, as did Graham; and my tiny daughter Storm

Who crawled away delighted by my chasing her and then was gone,

Gone like the ball I watched at four float away down the Hudson.

To the memory of Clemency Clift, a wonderful dancer with the Royal Ballet back in the sixties. I was very much in love with her.

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World War 1 – Charles Fouqueray – artist

I just acquired 9 wonderful prints by Charles Fouqueray – a war artist I had never heard of.

Charles Dominique Fouqueray (Le Mans, 23 April 1869 – 28 March 1956) was a French painter. He studied at the École des Beaux Arts in Paris under Alexandre Cabanel and Fernand Cormon. From 1908 he was Peintre de la Marine, following the career of his father, a naval officer. He was recipient of the 1909 Prix Rosa Bonheur, then in 1914 the first Prix de l’Indochine.

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Autumn

AUTUMN, a fragment of a diary in verse, has just been re-issued as a Grey Suit Heyzine edition

See also this list of all books presented in this format

CHAINLINK gave Autumn an excellent review, and did an interview with me – which has inspired me to present this work here, so that it can be read.

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THEOSIS

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